Maa, reading this post left me with no words, perhaps just a silent understanding. I have seen Swamiji only twice, that too during creative workshop sessions. The first time I couldn't stop my tears and I kept silently sobbing, even though I was in a group. He continued conducting the session flawlessly and assured me in his own silent ways. I have had so many questions and some inner turmoil, and I confess that during my darkest moments I have even doubted him. But now, I simply have an unshakeable trust and faith that all will be through with the passage of time. Knowing whose lap I rest in brings me a feeling of beautiful comfort. Your posts always stir me back into that feeling. Sorry for making you read so much Maa, but in the last few posts you have really poured your heart out so I felt compelled to bare mine too. love ❤